I wake up in the morning, it's dark around .. well, i shouldn't be shocked coz i woke up one month earlier, it's ok ... i think i won't be able to see for the first couple of days, but it's ok ... first, i need to inspect the surrounding world, oh , how nasty it is !!!! , but i'm getting used to it, actually i'm getting nasty myself, and i feel like trying to find something, someone told me later that it's called "HAPPINESS", but the problem is that i don't know how it looks, every one tells me a different view, every body thinks that it looks different, and i'm not really sure ... am i gonna find it some day ?